my sister
So I spent the good part of the weekend bent over the toilet throwing up. No I have no idea why. And typical question. No, no unexpected gifts will be popping up in 9 months.
It’s Wednesday night. I’ve lived off of crackers and seven up since saturday. I ate an apple at lunch today and got excited because I didn’t immediately have to dash to the bathroom. I was stupid when I got home though and tried to eat a sandwich, I’m paying for it now.
Anyway, my sister received some bad medical news the other day. I won’t get into it because she won’t know for certain until her appointment tomorrow. But it doesn’t look good. At all. I’m not letting it stress me out. And I’ll contridict myself with this next statement, but I’m scared to death. My sister is my best friend and my “sister soul mate” as she says. She was my big sister and my idol all growing up. She is absolutely beautifull and she’s so funny. Shes got the dumbest sense of humor ever and I love her for it. I remember her reading to me at night. I remember her rubbing my back when I was sick or hugging me tightly when I was sad. We shared a room for 7 years. She answered all of my growing up questions and was the one to tell me “don’t kiss a guy until you’re atleast 21, beleive me it’s a total waste of time”. She packed up and moved 4 states away just to get an apartment with her little sister because she called her one day and said “sissy I need you”. She’s so loving and so giving. And she’s just a beautifull girl all around.
I can’t stomach her hurting. And I know my emotions are high now on account of yucky tummy feelings and overtime at work. And because of the typical holiday blues and missing my dad and brother.
That’s enough now.
Please pray for my sister.
