submerged beneath the waves
i try to hold myself back
my spirit rushing towards the water
grasping. desperately. to be submerged beneath the waves
floating down into the dark blue waters
my spirit rushing towards you
every moment is an aching
to be looked at by you
to be thought of by you
to be touched by you
held by you
is it love or obsession
i’m yours and still
i’m scared to death of it
these words seem strangely hazy
i’m in love with you, there’s no way to feel that
these words so black and white and so known
movements in my mind
beats of hearts and drums and feet
and freedom
i shake with it. the thought of years
the thought of birthday cakes and tears
thought of moving forward
the thought of standing still
i shake with it
is it love or obsession or fate
that i am yours now
don’t be upset that i question it
love is thought is freedom is movement is always searching…..
i’ve been always searching for you
now the feet are standing still and
the mind goes forward with out them
it’s time to stop it
it’s time to cease the moevment
it’s time till you inhale the beauty
all of my life was to feel this
emotions that have no meaning or placement
don’t be upset that i shake and i’m scared and i have to be alone
sometimes the rushing
the need to be submerged
is too much to explain
you move me.
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three days. still ok. lunch with momma and poppa. love you both with all my heart
sweet dreams dear ones.
