heal us and make us whole. many thoughts.
many ashes and many liquid imaginings
but the answer lyes in the tray
in the bent over glory days
you thought that it should be
me for you...
but you take these words like a blessing
can't you feel the movement,
the constant screaming?
it's a life line and it means nothing
just a spirit shifting....
i scare you with my many phases don't i?
but it's ok, you love me anyhow
what is life if it isn't lived completely
pile on that eyeliner
hug me just a little longer!...
you sway and shift and question
but the day goes on like oatmeal
and it sticks, still we're trudging through it
heavy with thought
thick with love.....
you feel my questions
and lord it's never ending!
i'm such a nothing, nothing, nonsence
no feeling...
speaking words just because I can
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Chip started his second job Sunday morning. He came home happy, if a little tired. I'm glad. I wasn't too happy about the idea, afraid he was going to just run himself down trying to work two jobs again. But today made his second day and he's still loving it so I'm glad.
We had a good Weekend. Took Aiva to the car show. We bought this great wagon to take her in. It's a plastic Radio Flyer and it really is soo neat. I think Chip and I were more excited to play with it,lol. It shifts into a two seater, either facing or front to back. Or the seat can flip around to make a little writing desk for Kiki. It can also flip to the other side and make a storage area in front of one seat. or you can lay both flat and the baby can sleep inside. also there are cup holders and a little area for markers,crayons etc...and a detachable canopy. Understand my amazement? We have a transformer living in the back of Chips truck! What nerds we become when we become parents, LOL. I mean that in a good way of course.
Yesterday we went up to momma and poppas and gave them their anniversary presents. For Grandma Aiva made a cement imprint/molding of her hand decorated with her name and some stones and glass beads. For Grandpa a shadow box collage of his military picture,dog tags and ranking patches. I also got some pretty tull and fabric to fiddle with and make something.
Anyway,tomorrow the week begins. I never count Mondays, they're just too horrible of a day. Except when I get home. So I guess time spent with kik's and Chip make up for the crappy Monday work day.
Hope everyones week is wonderfull and let's all cross our fingers for no rain!!
