Wednesday | April 02, 2008

True

* TRUE *


True in this modern world when two lovers get together
Chances of'em ever makin' it to forever
Couldn't be better than two in a million hearts
Girl this ain't just another run of the mill emotion
What I'm feelin' is the definition of devotion
My love for you is true

True , like the sun comin' up each mornin'
Bright as the light in a baby's smile
Sure as a mountain river windin'
Right as the rain fallin' from the sky
Girl my love for you, is true

True, not another minute on this earth can be borrowed
So there's no way to know when I'll live my last tomorrow
But everyday I get, I'll share with you
This feelin' just keeps gettin' stronger as the time goes by
It's written on my face, you can see it in my eyes
My love for you is true

True , like the sun comin' up each mornin'
Bright as the light in a baby's smile
Sure as a mountain river windin'
Right as the rain fallin' from the sky
Girl my love for you, is true

True , like the sun comin' up each mornin'
Bright as the light in a baby's smile
Sure as a mountain river windin'
Right as the rain fallin' from the sky
Girl my love for you, is true

*George Strait

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So i posted this song for two reasons. One because Lissa has been on my mind lately. don't ask me why. just cuz, i guess... so i wanted to post a love song in reference to the rest of my blog and also because Chip has let me know that George Strait is one of, if not absolutely, Lissa's favorite singers. I hope all is well with you Lissa.

 Last night Aiva simply did not want to sleep. She knew The Chipmunk movie was coming out today and we've been promising her for the last two weeks if she kept doing so well with using the potty we would get her the movie on Tuesday when it came out. Aiva's mind here's something once and it is locked into place. She has not forgotten this promise. She was in our room literally every twenty minutes last night with a new request at each turn "i have to go pee pee" we heard atleast 4 times. "I need just a lil drink" came atleast twice and even the old "there's a bumble bee in my room" which is never the case but it sure buys her atleast 5 minutes of mommy grumpily searching her room at 2 am for a non existent bumble bee! so from 1:30 am until about 6 she did this. promises of time outs and even spankings did not work. i popped her leg once and even took things away. she simply was too excited...

anyway, chip's alarm was set for 6:30 and mine for 7. needless to say not much sleep was had, so when i finally did fall asleep it was deep and heavy. my dream was very vivid and I won't ever tell it, but chip was hurting and I wasn't able to help him. i woke up feeling just absolutely lost and disoriented and exhausted, so i had myself a good cry and then hopped in the shower to get ready. i can laugh now, how silly. but all morning i just wanted to run home and curl up beside him and just cry.

i have this horrible fear of Chip hurting and not being able to help him. I'm sure it has something to do with my dad hurting for years and not being able to help him and the constant fear of losing him. i dunno. it's 1:30 am and i'm complaining of no sleep. makes sense i know. sweet dreams darlings, i'll post again tomorrow.
 
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1 - Yay George! My absolute favorite :-) I was surprised to pop on here and see the lyrics to a country music song, but yay!

You're probably thinking of me because I'm a basket case these days. The "crazy" vibes are probably traveling all the way up there from here!

The boys are so excited about this trip. Last night Nicholas came in no fewer than 8 times between 8PM and 5AM. "Is it vacation day yet?" "Can I watch cartoons?" "I need a drink of water." "Is it vacation day yet?"

*sigh*

And then, this morning, he complained of being tired. Well gee. I wonder. (Comment this)

Written by: Alissa at 2008/04/02 - 07:50:57
2 - Well, I know how it is to have excited kids, and that probably made the bad dream worse. However, I spent many years worrying about Chip hurting and my not being able to help him. Now I guess it is your turn, because now that he is happily married to you, I no longer have that worry. He seem so very happy, and it's a wonderful change! :) (Comment this)

Written by: Momma at 2008/04/02 - 20:44:30
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